seems like a long time since i blogged, haha has been really busy this few days.. there are projects, reports, tests, presentation, homework, tutorials and lectures.. must life be like this everyday as an engin student...? i am not sure.. but i just need to know that i need to keep going.. somehow i feel that my directions are totally lost and i am just following the flow.. a flow that i, myself, am not sure of where will it bring me to.. but i will truely say that results at this pt of time is no longer important to me.. anyway i came to this conclusion since one year ago.. there are many pple who are fighting so hard to get wat they want at the cost of many things.. i don wanna be like them.. i just want to be simple, nice and happy..

talking abt happiness, so wats true happiness in life.. to be happy means at least u are satisfied with all that u are doing. it is like a drug that triggers certain sense in yourself and u feel good i guess.. happiness does not last and it is subjective. to a begger on the streets, as long as he finds shelter and some simple food, he will be happy. to a uni student, i am sure that the feeling of satifaction=happiness is totally different. lets talk abt results, there are so many who wanted to get full marks and if say they cant achieve that, they will be complaining or showing that he is so dissatisfied, discontented and dissapointed.. wats the point.. i will be happy if i can pass and if say i get above average, i would praise the lord for blessing me..

well, how i wish that i can continue on this.. but i got a bp meeting to attend at yih.. i guess to sum it all, if happiness means satisfaction and self contentment in life, i guess we humans will never be happy as we are never contented...