Really very grateful to yun to accompany me to the hospital for my x-ray and removing of my stitch today.. the wound is still awful as in i realised that i have a 'hole' that sunk into my flesh.. it was still bleeding slightly when the stitch was out but the nurse says it is healing well. so there is nothing much to worry abt.. the whole appointment took abt 2 hrs plus.. was thinking if i had wasted yun's time there.. at least for now i am certain that he is one friend of mine who is so willing to accompany me for a 2 hrs appointment.. during the waiting time , we meet a very interesting lady. i think she was eve-dropping our conversation and she suddenly just interupt us.. she was questioning y we were using chinese and english at the same time.. she rationale is that we should either speak proper english or chinses but not mixed them up like rojak.. haha.. and the most funny thing is that she got so excited talking to us and she used the magazine she was holding and whack me on my knees... haha.. that was quite an experience though...

had some disagreement with wm today.. he is one person who doesnt listen to others, or at least to me.. it may be too sensitive for me to say that he does not care abt me but the fact is he really don.. there was no signs of concern even when i was injured recently.. it was only a month ago and it is only exactly one week since i got discharged till now.. all that i really wanted is just some support or some words of encourgement but nothing came from him.. to think that he was still asking more from me.. and he really don know how badly i was hurt.. well.. and the worst thing is that he said he wont feel guilty even if i died when he was the one who instructed to go to fetch the mentees from bmss.. i am not sure if he really meant wat he said.. perhaps i am still very tramatised by the accident and i really feel that life is so fragile and it is not a joke that i may leave this world anytime.. but wat he has said and done really saddens me.. anyway he is still a friend of mine i promise and i will tell myself that i wont get affected because he is wat he is.. everyone is unique as he is and that makes them special.. or rather, if everyone is the same, this world will be so dull and boring.. if ever there is a possibility that he truely knows how i was feeling, i hope that he will not only be more sensitive to me but also to others, such as his gf.. i don know if i could change u, as i already said everyone is special, ironically, others are also different from u and i hope that u will learn to handle not only ur phlegmatical feelings but also others feelings for they may be more passionate than u.. so sorry my friend..