Today we brought all the BP mantees to sentosa. i was late initially but not to worry as the metees came almost the same time as mi. i was lucky that i still manage to catch up with them. the outing was quite fun in fact though i was just a station master. basically, i cant run abt due to my injuries so thats y i chose to become a station master... there was not enough time to complete all the games and thus only 2 groups came to my station. the first group was rather hyper though and that explains y they got 1st amoung the 3 groups.

Ber called me while i was waiting for them to check me out haha.. well i also missed the kr float presentation at ps, well i guess if there was no sentosa outing, i will definitly be there with loy. so pai sei...

talking abt bp mentoring, basically bmss is in a mess now. i kind of have the mind to go there and pick up the coordinator's job.. i hope that i can turn the situation around to make it better... on the other hand, i am scared that i might screw it all up... dilemma... actually i will feel better in bmss even though the students there are naughtier, more playful, more rebellious, more defient and don care abt their studies.. thats y the more i should step in and help them.. well thats the main purpose to join bp mentoring.. i hope that i can touch someone's life and hopefully i will change him. i am not asking for any gratitude but just for simple self fillfulment.. at least i can tell myself that i have tried and i touched others..

regarding nussu, wat wm say abt nussu was quite right. but my deduction is that nussu is spending their effort on the wrong stuffs.. instead of thinking how to improve their current projects, such as bringing rag to public, y don they think of how to improve certain Lts in sch? one of our engin lt doors don even have a handle.. and some of the lt facilities really getting old or even spoilt... nussu, the student body needs u.. instead of more bazzars and bashes, y not think of our welfare.. welfare as in not the diaries that u give or milo truck that u provide.. we just need more simple stuffs such as longer library hrs or more air con study areas in sch. taht will be more helpful in my opinion.. it is really impressive how influencial the student counsillor in other countries... for instances in Germany, the student council actually stage a rally against the government.. i am not trying to say that we should do the same against the government but my pt is that we should have more character and a firmer stand.. we are all to afraid to speak up and all too frighten to be different..